Still philosophical...

Hi again, and welcome to yet another nutcase blogpost! :P

This day feels like it's gonna last forever - don't know if that's a good or bad sign really. I got a mail the other day that said I didn't have good enough grades to get in at Concordia without evaluating further - which was no shock. But it seems they are so bad I might not get in at all - and that sucks. Thinking about how little time I actually spent working with homework and stuff, I know I could have done a LOT better. Not straight A's, but still a LOT better than what I'm stuck with now. So I'm kinda bummed.

I want passion. Just passion, nothing else. If God could grant me ONE thing, it would want it to be great, living, burning passion. Passion for life, or for my singing, or dance, or even gardening (giggle) - I don't care! I just want to feel . . . meaning. Meaning to life, meaning to why I excist. Not stuck in my room doing nothing. But oh well, - first we'll see if I get in at Concordia :)


On the other side, spring is coming to our cold lands, and it's great!! Can't wait for more sun, more warm days, warm and playful breezes, bare feet, icecream, tiny outfits ;), swimming in the lake, hanging with friends and bbqing!!! And I have taken up guitar, trying to teach myself, not the easiest job in the world, haha. But I'm still very into it, ask me again in a week or so how it goes ;)
I also feel my realtionship is going quite well these days, so I guess I should be just a bundle of joy these days, hehe.
But I'll get there.
It's not as bad as it sounds - just a moment now and then.

But take care for now, throwing in a pic a friend of mine took the other day, think it's beautiful!

Hmm.......

Today is one of those days....you know?
You got this gutfeeling - and you can't get it out of your system.. You sit there, as you usually would do, in front of your computer, downloading music, playing some games, checking out some websites - and then BOOM - your body is filled with this incredible feeling!
It's very empowering at first, but then you start to feel trapped, and lost.... And soon you feel like you're stuck inside a box and can't get out - and all you wanna do, is to go out, spread your "wings" and soar....... Into the sunset and beyond! Travel to countries far away, remote islands and big rainforests and back to Dinotopia :D And still your stuck there - and you feel like you're gonna explode any second.
Not good to explode you know. Kind of ruins your health.

Well - that's how I've been feeling the last couple of hours. I just want to experience something -something awesome, something only for me and my imagination - a great adventure like - well, like Dinotopia since we're at that one...!! Could you imagine? To be a skyrider, or windrider or whatever they are called now - or to help a tiny triceratops grow up to be your friend?
A friend of mine owns a horse that is supposed to give birth in VERY near future, and how great would that be? To witness the wonder of nature, and then help make sure the foal lives to be a healthy strong horse? And it will love you unconditionally for the rest of it's life...
I think I need a horse.....uff and oioi.....

No, I better stop now, or I'll look like a nutcase by the end of this blog, haha.....
Thanks for dropping by, and see you out there!!
Soaring in the skies, up - up - and up....!

(Listen to "Forest Gump Suite" From Forest Gump and "Soar", Cristina Aguilera)